why

I love to build. I love to write. I struggle to publish.

Struggled*.

Until it clicked: this blog is my serendipity net where I can stay reasonably cringe and tell about why, what and how do I build.

why: curiosity, drive, beauty, and the annoying need to understand why something feels elegant

what: CUDA math, agent infrastructure, factory floors, Gaussian splats, and other monsters that become beautiful once the right abstraction clicks

how: walk until the model clicks, draw until it stops lying, code until reality answers, then argue with agents about the remaining mess

how it's written: weird meta-theater of concepts, self-irony, playful grotesque, typos and endless meta discussions